I couldn't be further from the truth. I still don't understand what some of you are talking about. How the hell do you have time to cook and clean and change diapers and be all sproozed up for your husbands? I must have missed the memo completely.
I tried some of you guys techniques for dealing with the children but everyday seems to be more overwhelming than the previous one.
What do I do now? Nothing seems to be working. You guys are probably tired of my rantings and how my life sucks.
I feel like the worst parent on earth; I really do! I've just been moping around the house the past few days feeling so angry and hopeless and depressed.
One minute I'm vibrant and it seems like I'm finally seeing that silver lining and then the next its back to feeling sorry for myself. If there's a psychologist out there...I need you to check me in! I really need one.
I think mostly I need someone to talk to. It sucks here; having no friends and all. Most of the other teachers act all weird as if they're so special and they dont want to mingle with someone like me. They avoid every opportunity to even say hi.
I went to the baby group two weeks ago so the children would see other kids and they could have some meaningful interaction other than me and Derek but it seemed all weird. I got this really bad vibe like they didn't want me there. I mostly sat around with the children and played with them.
And I guess my suspicions were right because no one sent me an invite this week to say where the baby group was taking place.
What is up with people? Why do some people think they are so much more inportant than others?
They have flaws just like the rest of us.
Maybe all of you guys will stop readinf my posts after this one...Because I'm starting to annoy your eyeballs out! But please don't. I look forward to your encouraging words...They keep me going.
At least these photos make a bit of a difference. I'm smiling for 5 seconds!